i hate the way~

I hate, hate the way,

I hate it when my phone rings, and your name doesn't show.

I hate it when I hear our song. It kills me long and slow. 

I hate the way you still smile at me, even though she's at your side. 

I hate the nights i'm all alone, and all the times I cried. 

I hate the way you say my name, or just the way you look. 

I hate the way I know you. How I can read you like a book.

I hate the way I don't hate you, because I still love you so. 

I hate the way you'll never see, and the way you'll never know.

Impossible wish

Sebuah kisah, 

Did you ever fall for someone you know you shouldn't?

Try hard to fight your feelings, but you just couldn't?

You fall deeper with each passing day, 

But try to hide it in every possible way.
He's only a friend, and nothing else-- 

That's the lie you keeping telling yourself.
You keep on saying he's just a bud, 

But deep inside, you're falling in love.
You get so giddy when you meet his eyes, 

But keep reminding yourself it isn't right.
A simple glance turns into a stare,

But you pretned that you don't care.
It's "not right" for you two to be. 

Is that why you hide it so no one can see?
But how long will you pretend? Keep lying that he's just a friend?
Perhaps your feelings you can never show. Perhaps it's "wrong" for him to know.
Your friendship can't be risked over this, So being his girl is an impossible wish...

0810

Seperti yg gw blg di post gw kemarin2,,blog ini br update lgi pd bulan agstus..
Hahaha,,
Dan berhubung gw lagi pake bb one sehari,dr pd gk di manfaatin,bagus gw nyoret2 di sini,,

Violaaa,,yaak ini uda masuk bulan agustus bulan kedelapan di tahun 2010,,
Cepeet bgt yak wktu berlalu??gk terasa gw uda setaon di jkt,,dan gw uda jd senior dgn kedtgn para junior,,
Jadii gk sabar nunggu ganxun!bakal seru pastii,,tp sblm menuju ganxun,masi ada MD(mandarins day)
Huuffhh,,pusing ah mikirnya,,

Dan sekarang gw lagi gk di kos,gk di jakarta,,dari tgl 1agstus kemarin gw pulang ke rumah,di pekanbaru..
Dan br hampir 2 mggu gw uda nyaris mati kebosanan,,pdhl gw di sini lamaaa,,20sept gw br balik,,
Sbnrnya gw malas lama2 di sini,krna jujur gw seneng di jkt,,
Di rumah gw kesepian,gk ada temen main,,naas!
Ini jg lama,krn harus nunggu ampe meritan koko tgl 18sept,,
Capeee deeeh

Sekian dl ah
krg nyaman jg ngetik via bb
Cao!