Indestructible? Unbreakable? ma ass

30 September kemarin menjadi hari yang tak akan pernah dilupakan oleh para SONES. Hari tercetar dari segala drama, lebih membahana dari berita dating para members. Jessica is no longer members of GG!! Dimulai dari post weibo pagi-pagi buta oleh Jessica yang menyatakan bahwa dia 'dipaksa keluar' dan no longer members of GG. Darn. Mental Breakdown. Sebagai fans gue merasa sangat sedih. Mungkin elu bakal merasa aneh, tapi gue beneran sedih..dan..kecewa. FYI, gue dari jaman sekolah gak pernah interested sama yang namanya K-pop. Pas jaman SMA disaat teman-teman main gue tergila-gila sama 2en1 gue berpikir mereka sungguh aneh. Saat teman gue demen SUJU dan nari sorry sorry gue mikir "dafuq?" Hingga 2 setengah tahun lalu gue lah yang menjadi tergila-gila oleh K-POP. Yep, gue kena karma. Dan first group favorit gue bukan SUJU bukan 2en1 tapi Girl's Generation. Gue uda pernah berkisah kenapa gue demen sama mereka, betapa gue kagum sama mereka, betapa senangnya gue bisa nonton live konser mereka disini. AND NOW THIS HAPPENED. SIGHHHHHHHH~

Drama baru aja dimulai. Hari ini Jessica merilis official statementnya. 

I was given a notice of departure from Girls' Generation by the agency on September 29, and I cannot hide my shocked and upset heart about this, so I'm here to reveal my position.

I have always put Girls' Generation's activities before my business or personal life as a member of Girls' Generation. However, despite my efforts for the team, I have been asked to leave the team by the agency.

While I was planning my business that I've had a lot of interest in since before, I had sufficiently consulted SM as well as the members about my preparation many times and asked for their understanding.

Up until the beginning of August when I was launching 'BLANC', I had received agreement and permission from SM, and congratulations from the members as well.

However, in early September, after only a month since the launching, the members suddenly changed their position and held a meeting, and told me to either quit my business or leave Girls' Generation without any justifiable reason. 

I explained that I had already received permission from the agency, that I had never neglected Girls' Generation's activities, and that I could not suddenly halt my business due to my contract with my business partner after a month. 

Ultimately, I pleaded that it was unjust for me to have to make a choice. Becoming a Girls' Generation member was the best thing in my life, and I had never thought about quitting.

Shocked about this, I had met with the agency CEO on September 16 to convey my position, and once again confirmed their permission for carrying out my business.

However, on September 29, I was given a one-sided notice asking me to leave Girls' Generation. Due to this, I was also unable to attend the fan meeting in China on September 30, and I have also been excluded from following Girls' Generation activities.

I have received great pain and cannot hide my sadness that I was asked by the agency and fellow members, whom I've spent 15 years with putting in all my passion and effort, to leave Girls' Generation just because of the reason that I'm starting a business.

I also want to apologize for causing concern to all the fans. Please understand that this situation is not at all what I had wanted, and that I've always treasured Girls' Generation, and that I will continue to do so. Thank you for always supporting and loving me.

Sincerely,
Jessica

Jika dilihat dari statementnya, Jess sepertinya menyudutkan 8 members lainnya. Ada juga versi lain yang meletakan Jessica sebagai pihak yang jahat. Gue gak mau nulis lagi karena terlalu sakit. Jika apa yang ditulis Jessica benar adanya, maka gue sangat sangat sangggaattt kecewa dengan 8 members lainnya. 10+ friendships gak ada artinya gitu?? darn.. or twist plot nya adalah justru 8 members yang bener. The other members had good intentions, Jess. The other 8 wanted you to be saved, Jess. Maybe the members saw something u didnt, Jess. But I'm already so disappointed and sad.. i taken back my words. The bond that i used to believe..the friendships that i always jealous of..the bond and friendships that i thought was real and i proud of. Darn..i'm so speechless. 

Tapi yah gitu, gue selalu percaya bahwa setiap berita memiliki 2 sisi. Dan yang tahu apa yang sebenarnya terjadi hanyalah SM, GG, and GOD. Kita fans hanya tahu dari berita yang tertulis di Internet dan hanya sebatas inilah yang kita tahu. Semakin kemari berita yang muncul justru semakin kemana-mana dan menyakitkan. I knew this would happen one day, but never in my wildest dream this ended in this way. it feel so fckin hurts to see them torn apart like this. Hard to believe. Gue dulu berpikir mereka akan disband pada waktunya, bukan seperti ini. Apa yang terjadi telah terjadi, Girl's Generation gak akan pernah sama lagi itu adalah fakta yang tak terbantahkan. Melihat Girl's Generation sekarang gak akan pernah sama lagi, gue mungkin akan mulai melihat mereka 'fake'. SIGHHH...Terimakasih untuk tahun-tahun 'real' dan obat ajaib ketika gue bad mood. Tahun yang tidak mudah untuk SNSD dan SONES.